F was really sad, the plan to surprise H on her convocation day its not working. He was a bit sad because he couldn't be there for her convocation, because she was there at his convocation. it was a overwhelmed joy that she came and wait for his name, and yes, it was truly an honor to know someone you like sees you when you took your scroll, and asked you to "smile when the heart is aching".
H was on her way to the airport with A, but somehow, H was looking forward for it, and she wasn't happy with A. Deep down, she want to break it off with A right that moment but don't want to ruin anything so she kept everything in her heart. She was crying her heart out and not wanting A sitting beside her. A wasn't what she think he would be, A was pushy and H was a bit sad that everything that A promised her, was all against him now.
She make excuses to him that she wanted to sleep, and she slept the whole way to the airport and the whole way to Sarawak. Fast forward, they arrived and part their ways. The first thing that she wanted to do, is to sms F, saying that she arrived at Sarawak, But she doesn't have the heart to do it. She wanted to fight the feeling she have for F and try again with A, but then again, A does things that H think its wrong.
She was crying for about 2 hours thinking how did she end up that way, why does her convocation was not what she think it should be, she was sad. When the clock strikes 12am, she said goodnight to A and F was sms-ing her asking, can he call her that night. She agreed. They talked for 1 hour, which turned into 2 hours, 3 hours, and almost 4 hours they talked.
She really wanted to tell him how she feels towards him. She wanted to say, "I love you", but the back of her heart stopped her, they said, that it wasn't right because she was still in a relationship and she should work on it. But, she trusted her heart but vows not to say anything. She tried to said it, but she doesn't have the heart to do so, it's unfair to A and to F. But she knew, he knew.
The next day, F wishes her goodluck and congratulations and asked whether is there a live telecast of H receive her scroll, she was laughing and said no, there isn't. F was devastated with the whole-not-being-there and waited for her to sms back. H was so happy with her convocation but not really happy with the thought that H was still with A. She wasn't herself when she is with A, she was pretending to be happy with A. She have to go through this and excited to go back.
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