F was really sad, the plan to surprise H on her convocation day its not working. He was a bit sad because he couldn't be there for her convocation, because she was there at his convocation. it was a overwhelmed joy that she came and wait for his name, and yes, it was truly an honor to know someone you like sees you when you took your scroll, and asked you to "smile when the heart is aching".
H was on her way to the airport with A, but somehow, H was looking forward for it, and she wasn't happy with A. Deep down, she want to break it off with A right that moment but don't want to ruin anything so she kept everything in her heart. She was crying her heart out and not wanting A sitting beside her. A wasn't what she think he would be, A was pushy and H was a bit sad that everything that A promised her, was all against him now.
She make excuses to him that she wanted to sleep, and she slept the whole way to the airport and the whole way to Sarawak. Fast forward, they arrived and part their ways. The first thing that she wanted to do, is to sms F, saying that she arrived at Sarawak, But she doesn't have the heart to do it. She wanted to fight the feeling she have for F and try again with A, but then again, A does things that H think its wrong.
She was crying for about 2 hours thinking how did she end up that way, why does her convocation was not what she think it should be, she was sad. When the clock strikes 12am, she said goodnight to A and F was sms-ing her asking, can he call her that night. She agreed. They talked for 1 hour, which turned into 2 hours, 3 hours, and almost 4 hours they talked.
She really wanted to tell him how she feels towards him. She wanted to say, "I love you", but the back of her heart stopped her, they said, that it wasn't right because she was still in a relationship and she should work on it. But, she trusted her heart but vows not to say anything. She tried to said it, but she doesn't have the heart to do so, it's unfair to A and to F. But she knew, he knew.
The next day, F wishes her goodluck and congratulations and asked whether is there a live telecast of H receive her scroll, she was laughing and said no, there isn't. F was devastated with the whole-not-being-there and waited for her to sms back. H was so happy with her convocation but not really happy with the thought that H was still with A. She wasn't herself when she is with A, she was pretending to be happy with A. She have to go through this and excited to go back.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Chapter 6
"I got me self a new shoes, nice isn't it?" asked H.
"Yes, you have a good taste" said F.
"I want to say I'm sorry for being late. It's because of the practice. " said F.
"It's okay, as long as I'm here in your car and heading home now, don't worry" said H.
"Is it okay, if you have a drink with me?" asked F.
H looking at her watch, it's 15 past 11pm. "Sure, why not?" answered H. She was happy whenever he's around. She know, that she wasn't supposed to be out alone with another guy, but this guy is making her happy in a way, only she could understand. A wasn't contacting her, as they were to meet the next day, because she is leaving for her convocation in Sarawak.
It's 12.30pm and her mum is making a fuss about her not home yet. But, on the other hand,
"F, can I see your saxophone? Ive never seen or hold it before, if you don't mind?" H asked.
"Sure, anything for you" F said.
She was beginning to felt different with the whole "anything for you".
He took out his saxophone, as similar to Kenny G and he gave her to hold it. And she was quite fascinated with the saxophone and then she asked him to play a song. And she knew, things would never be the same after this.
He took the saxophone a positioned it on his lap, and he looks at her and said, "This is for you". He played "Kenny G's Forever in Love" song. She couldn't understand why he choose to play the song, somehow, she cried a little bit to it. She knew, she was now, fallen for him.
Before he dropped her at her house, he gave her a card. A congratulations card. She was overwhelmed. She knew, that she wanted to be with him.
"Yes, you have a good taste" said F.
"I want to say I'm sorry for being late. It's because of the practice. " said F.
"It's okay, as long as I'm here in your car and heading home now, don't worry" said H.
"Is it okay, if you have a drink with me?" asked F.
H looking at her watch, it's 15 past 11pm. "Sure, why not?" answered H. She was happy whenever he's around. She know, that she wasn't supposed to be out alone with another guy, but this guy is making her happy in a way, only she could understand. A wasn't contacting her, as they were to meet the next day, because she is leaving for her convocation in Sarawak.
It's 12.30pm and her mum is making a fuss about her not home yet. But, on the other hand,
"F, can I see your saxophone? Ive never seen or hold it before, if you don't mind?" H asked.
"Sure, anything for you" F said.
She was beginning to felt different with the whole "anything for you".
He took out his saxophone, as similar to Kenny G and he gave her to hold it. And she was quite fascinated with the saxophone and then she asked him to play a song. And she knew, things would never be the same after this.
He took the saxophone a positioned it on his lap, and he looks at her and said, "This is for you". He played "Kenny G's Forever in Love" song. She couldn't understand why he choose to play the song, somehow, she cried a little bit to it. She knew, she was now, fallen for him.
Before he dropped her at her house, he gave her a card. A congratulations card. She was overwhelmed. She knew, that she wanted to be with him.
Chapter 5
"So, how was your raya?" F asked.
"It was okay, im so bored and stuck at Kedah and nothing much to do. What about you?" asked H to F.
"It sucked to fall sick on Raya, really" answered F.
"Oh, don't worry, sit tight and rest, right?" said H.
F felt something different, something warm and fuzzy feeling towards her. Can she really be real? F flashback to the moment when he and H are talking about music, now they talked about Raya day? There must be something, but I shouldn't done all these. Its not right, she already have a bf.
Anyway, fast forward to H's open house. She invited A's family and F. A's family arrived around 1pm and was talking to H's parents. Yes, H was so nervous about the whole scenario but deep down she knew that A's family is not connected to her family. But then again, that's her choice. Around 2 something, A's family was headed for a business agenda. She was again, disappointed with the whole scenario. Her bf couldn't even stayed until it was night time, he utterly said that it was not proper as we don't have any ties yet.
As the day went by, H was absolutely tired with her friends coming over and what not, it was such a chaotic event because H's family never organized an open house before. It was really a first time for them. But H was somehow felt happy with it.
Clock strikes 6pm, and suddenly, "H, im here already. So, where are u?", F sms-ed H.
"You just come over, and I'll be waiting for you here." she replied.
F : Seriously, i'm so freaking nervous. What should I do? What should I do?
S : Relax and chill. Im going to have a smoke. You calm down for a while.
F : Right, I will.
Few minutes later, F and his friend, S was walking over to H's house and H was standing there smiling and greeting them.
"Is it hard to find my house?" asked H.
"Nah, not really. But it is hard to find a perfect spot to park. We park at the Petronas" answered F.
"It's quite far, but never mind" H said with a smiling face.
"Here's the CD that I want to gave you" said F while handing over to H.
Nervously answered,"Thanks for this Harvey's CD, you sure know that I loved him." said H. "Anyway, come let's meet my parents and eat."
After the whole say-hello-to-the-parents, F and S sit outside and talked until, "F, come taste my Kek Batik, it was the last one, and yes, you're lucky." F tasted it, "Seriously you've made this? So wonderful and tasty" said F. H was flattered. Then, she go inside and take one of her creation which is Biskut Mazola. "Don't make fun of me, but this is another creation of mine, and I don't really think it's okay because it's a bit dry." F tasted it, and again, he compliment her.
Somehow, she felt something different about him. But, she know where she should stop. It was only a friend whom she known for quite some time.
Exactly one hour later, F and S said their goodbye to H. It ended there, for now.
"It was okay, im so bored and stuck at Kedah and nothing much to do. What about you?" asked H to F.
"It sucked to fall sick on Raya, really" answered F.
"Oh, don't worry, sit tight and rest, right?" said H.
F felt something different, something warm and fuzzy feeling towards her. Can she really be real? F flashback to the moment when he and H are talking about music, now they talked about Raya day? There must be something, but I shouldn't done all these. Its not right, she already have a bf.
Anyway, fast forward to H's open house. She invited A's family and F. A's family arrived around 1pm and was talking to H's parents. Yes, H was so nervous about the whole scenario but deep down she knew that A's family is not connected to her family. But then again, that's her choice. Around 2 something, A's family was headed for a business agenda. She was again, disappointed with the whole scenario. Her bf couldn't even stayed until it was night time, he utterly said that it was not proper as we don't have any ties yet.
As the day went by, H was absolutely tired with her friends coming over and what not, it was such a chaotic event because H's family never organized an open house before. It was really a first time for them. But H was somehow felt happy with it.
Clock strikes 6pm, and suddenly, "H, im here already. So, where are u?", F sms-ed H.
"You just come over, and I'll be waiting for you here." she replied.
F : Seriously, i'm so freaking nervous. What should I do? What should I do?
S : Relax and chill. Im going to have a smoke. You calm down for a while.
F : Right, I will.
Few minutes later, F and his friend, S was walking over to H's house and H was standing there smiling and greeting them.
"Is it hard to find my house?" asked H.
"Nah, not really. But it is hard to find a perfect spot to park. We park at the Petronas" answered F.
"It's quite far, but never mind" H said with a smiling face.
"Here's the CD that I want to gave you" said F while handing over to H.
Nervously answered,"Thanks for this Harvey's CD, you sure know that I loved him." said H. "Anyway, come let's meet my parents and eat."
After the whole say-hello-to-the-parents, F and S sit outside and talked until, "F, come taste my Kek Batik, it was the last one, and yes, you're lucky." F tasted it, "Seriously you've made this? So wonderful and tasty" said F. H was flattered. Then, she go inside and take one of her creation which is Biskut Mazola. "Don't make fun of me, but this is another creation of mine, and I don't really think it's okay because it's a bit dry." F tasted it, and again, he compliment her.
Somehow, she felt something different about him. But, she know where she should stop. It was only a friend whom she known for quite some time.
Exactly one hour later, F and S said their goodbye to H. It ended there, for now.
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