Chapter 3

H was losing her friend, B and S due to the relationship she has with A and that broke her heart a little bit. The truth is, she become loner compared to before. All in all, she was trying to coping with everything and trying to be happy. It's not like she wasn't happy, she was, but it wasn't enough. Something somehow still missing. They can talked about anything but the chemistry wasn't there. She was blessed that, that's the best she could ever found, back then.


F was a bit suspicious with W with her new sets of friends. At first, F was a bit sorry for W for not having friends and he be-friended with her when they were an item. But, as they grew older or bigger, she actually know how to make friends. She found herself caught up with all the attention she have and in a way, slowly she take him for granted. But he wasn't the type who gives up easily.


H was getting serious with A which involves her and A's parents. Yes, she was rushing. Rushing into something that wasn't meant to be. She thinks this way, she could feel safe and wanted. But, at one point, she sits and think, why she was so reluctant to be in a relationship with A;
1. He was not always there, like there there. not physically but mentally.
2. He doesn't understand. Just doesn't understand.
3. He was not the positive type, but trying to hard to be positive
4. He wasn't her type at all (a bit harsh, but the truth)
5. He doesn't see her.


She knew the differences she had. But she wants to try and try.


F was a bit bumped with all the the things that has been happening with him and W. He was not in his best condition. He wasn't happy. He wanted to end things but somehow, he still hanging on. The thought of being alone and become a loner comes to mind. His brother busy working, his parents wasn't pampering his like they used to. He was sad and confuse. and he's going to be alone again.


F was telling his friends, that he and she will broke up the week after she came back from Korea. and it was so true. They've broken up. He looked at his phone book, and he saw H name. He wanted to call her, but they've never ever spoken on the phone ever. But, it was the person that he most wanted to call, somehow.


H on the hand, was a bit busy with her final semester and trying to make the best of it. She worked hard for it, and aiming to grad with 3.5 and she did it all for her mother. But, her friends doesn't see that she put her heart and effort for her mother. And end up, she was mothering them with everything. She was tired, mentally and psychically and A wasn't a good helper but a nuisance. She couldn't wait for Diploma to ended.


It was their last semester of Diploma. Both H and F was lonely, in their own way.