Chapter 1.

This is true story between two people.


An average girl and an average boy, who didn't noticed what they have until 5 years later.


The girl, H
Born October '89, youngest in the bunch, lives in Keramat.


The boy, F
Born June '89, youngest from two, lives in Wangsa Maju.


Although they lived near than ever, they didn't knew each other until they came across each other when they're in high school.


The girl always heard about him, from her girlfriends.


Nothing important, just a story where she, N and him are tagging along in one school bus, playing, fooling around together like nobody's business. and there was this one girl who have fallen in love with him.


H wasn't paying attention to all of it, because to her, its just another ordinary crush of her friend, A with F and H wasn't planning of be-friended with F, but she doesn't know that God have other plans for her, but not at that time.


F, in the other hands, knew that the girl, A have a thing for him but it seems that it wouldn't worked out anyway, but still remained friends.


Then, the first thing that H and F in common is that, they are PRS (Pembimbing Rakan Sebaya ~ something like a peer counselor) but both doesn't ever met each other, probably heard stories about each other.


F added H at the myspace and started to talked with each other about their serious common interest; Frank Sinatra. H at that time, discovered something happy to fill her heart which is Frank Sinatra and she was in love with somebody that she felt has filled her heart and so does F, whom was in a relationship with H's classmate.


But both stories ended there. Period.


Due to the jealousy-ness of F's girlfriend, they were both losing each other without knowing it. The girl, H was practically living her life like it should be. Falling in love with I, was the best thing that ever had happened to her. To her, at that time, was true love. Until he left her a day after the Prom Night not knowing the reason. She was heartbroken. She was sad. She believed that she have met her Prince Charming, but the truth is, she does not met yet.


10 months after the breakup, on H's birthday, I was in a relationship with his "adik angkat". That really pisses her off and she took time to move on from that breakup. Until she doesn't believe in love anymore.


Love wasn't something she believe in anymore, she was so caught up with the idea of being in a relationship because everyone was doing it. Because she doesn't really believe in love, she wasted her years being in a relationship. In other works, she became a loser who cannot live without a man. And said the things that a boy needed to hear.


She spends her years pampering boys the way they wanted but couldn't satisfied what she need. They couldn't understand her like I  did. She know what she doing and feels bad about it, but she doesn't want to be left alone.


He, on the other hand, A was leaving him for another man. To her, a better man than F is. F is somehow, is not easily love a girl. It took time to heal. It wasn't easy, but he'd pull through and smile where deep down he was crying his heart out, and nobody else ever heard of it. He was left alone. And he shall not fall in love again.